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First year

kyaaaaaa, cannot say something so me with si ganteng ngeselin udah setahun. So much things we’ve been share together. Dari mulai sedih, senang, jalan-jalan, makan makan, ngambek, marah marahan dan akhirnya bisa menyentuh juga moment dimana Happy Anniversary. Apa yang di harapkan setelah ini? kurang-kurangin berantem, ribut, bete, marah dan yang ditambah? kerukunan, kebersamaan dan hal-hal positif lainnya :)

ini trian kecil, emeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeshin sekali :3

thankyouuuuuu~

EH ADA KAKI NYANGKUT :$

Progress

Hello, a little bit story….. We’ve been together for almost one year and i think disappointment has been a part of me. YA, tiap hari selalu begini bukan tidak bersyukur untuk segalanya dan bukan menjadi seorang yang selalu mengeluh tapi semakin hari merasa disfungsi dari seseorang yang should be your flavor in your life semakin tidak terasa. Seseorang yang seharusnya memberi perhatian lebih dan lo berikan perhatian lebih tetapi malah menjadi orang yang less attention. When you need, he isn’t there for you and when you need him to cheer you up and boom! You don’t get it oh maybe you get it but not from the person that you hope.

You want to healing all of this shit but you know that it’s not working when you see your surroundings not supporting you

so, which one do you choose?

”Tell me who admires you and loves you, and I will tell you who you are.” - Charles Augustin Sainte-Beuve

“When you love someone, you love the person as they are, and not as you’d like them to be.” - Leo Tolstoy

“You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.” - Sam Keen

Love me and the world is mine.” - David Reed

“True love stories never have endings.” - Richard Bach

“I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.” - Roy Croft

“To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.” - Lao-Tzu

“For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.” - Ivan Panin

“At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.” - Plato

“To find someone who will love you for no reason, and to shower that person with reasons, that is the ultimate happiness.”

“Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love.” - Albert Einstein

“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.” - Friedrich Nietzsche

“Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.” - James Earl Jones

“To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.” - Brandi Snyder

“Let the wife make the husband glad to come home, and let him make her sorry to see him leave.” - Martin Luther

“There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.” - George Sand

“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.” - Judy Garland

“Hate leaves ugly scars; love leaves beautiful ones.”

“Love is to love someone for who they are, who they were, and who they will be.” - Chris Moore

”One love, one heart, one destiny.” - Bob Marley

“Love is what you’ve been through with somebody.” - James Thurber

“It takes a moment to tell someone you love them, but it takes a lifetime to prove it.” - Erich Fromm

“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.” - Swedish Proverb

“Grow old along with me, the best is yet to be.” - Robert Browning

“When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you… When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you… When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you… Now that I love you, I’m afraid to lose you.” - Rene Yasenek

This is not holiday

After through the times, I know that everything comes for reason. I was stubborn like a stone. When everyone told me that I was wrong, I’m still doing what I think it’s true and my feeling told me “sometimes you don’t have to listen them, you have your own way” and yes and stupidly I do. Poor me, I don’t understand and when the regret comes, here… me, trying to have a big heart and accept all the fact that ”I was lost, that’s not me and why you are so dumb oyi??!” 

This might be one of God’s plan that I’ve been forgotten. He trying to make me realize how big he is and say “Why you have to worried oyi? you have me. Your problems are not bigger than me just have to come to me and you’ll okay.” Lalu tiba-tiba gua melihat Personal Message temen gua di bbm Mazmur 43:5 mengapa engkau tertekan,hai jiwaku, dan mengapa engkau gelisah di dalam diriku? Berharaplah kepada Allah! Sebab aku bersyukur lagi kepada-Nya penolongku dan Allahku.

Rasanya jahat banget dan how trashy I am when I look back myself for several months ago.  I was forget my dreams and my goal in here,malas jadi kepribadian baru gua -___- even for clean up my room and trying new things like cooking and browsing i’m lazy. The worst of them allis  my GPA really really really bad and my holiday was fulled by disapointment :-( 

tapi yaudahlah, nasi udah jadi bubur diem doang juga ga nyelesain masalah belajarlah dari pengalaman dan masa muda itu masa berjuang, masih ada semester 4,5,6,7 dan 8 yang harus di perjuangin, semangat oyi :”)

ps: thankyou buddies! so glad to have you ({})